Yikes!
For the last several months, I have been on an increasing journey of self pity.
I have been wounded and let it get to me and build up.
So, in the last couple of days, torment has been let loose on me. My neck, my stomach, my head – that spike!
Yesterday was really hard.
I had offense towards everyone.
I watched Bethel last night, and Kris talked about King Saul. Yea man, evil spirits from the LORD were sent his way. He was having a pity party too.
Well, I am not going Saul’s route.
I repent!
God, I change. I shall bless and not curse.
Today, I will go to church and be there with a good heart.
I should have known – the presence of the LORD was waning.
I am sorry, LORD.