8:18 | Sadness

The ones I love rise up against me. They have no understanding.

Jack told me what a failure I am. His words should nto carry weight. He is not walkign with the LORD. But, loved ones can hurt you.  I am ready to not be around them.

Blow it with Missy bums me out. Too fast.

I know God can redeem it. So, if He has something between us, so be it. If not, this was a valuable lesson fro the right one. I do not want Laura back at all.

I am tired of Home Depot. But, if I werent there,, I would have gotten to meet Missy or gotten the “slow down” word like I did.

Someone actually liked me. Nice.

I love Jack so much. I wish it were different between us. I pray God protects his mind and thoughts. He has the mind of Christ.