There are times in life when things just are no fun. David wrote it all throughout the Psalms.
I am in that timeframe. It is hard to get out.
And, I try to praise God. I am not mad at Him. I am mad at me for failing.
And, perhaps that IS the lesson. It is not me who does it. It is Him. Surrender. What does that look like? The first few months of the year have seemed hard since I came to Christ. And, God seemed to be the orchestrator. I could be wrong.
This period is no different. I continue to need breakthrough.
Yet, I will praise Him.