Work is a struggle. It was great when I first got here. There was so much fruit, and it’s still paying off. But, now that my role has changed, I need to sell. Cold calling just isnt my game. I am not gifted there. In His strength. In my weakness. LORD, send leads, please!
There is oppression at EVS. I know that I am there to love. I need this lesson, if you can call it that. I want it. I want to be made into love. But, I feel hindered at being who I am while I learn it. Fear disgusts me.
I need to see the spirit operating and love the person anyway. Our struggles are not with flesh and blood.