I dont know all that is unfolding. I need more work. RockPile seems to be losing favor. I will find out more in the next couple of days.
I do not want to get into presumption on Nehemiah Ventures and the money. I dont know when that is going to happen or how. So, I need to keep pressing on with what is going on now.
I took a break at the midway point on this fast. Funny, I have never done that before. I wanted to celebrate the 4th with the family. Is that ok with You, LORD?
This witchcraft thing needs to end. I still feel the occasional spike in my head and can get sleepy every once and a while.
I think that my relationship with Rich is a good thing. I am a bit guarded, but I like him. He very well could have a part in Nehemiah Ventures. I see him actually working in elevate29 Incubator Services in Denver. It is interesting.
I continue to pray against the familiar spirits coming between Laura and I. I know that the LORD is on this. He has given me 4 dreams about it.
Our intimacy is very low. And, I really dont care. There are so many personality things and seeming lack of desire for the things of God that a gap exists in our relationship.
Laura is awesome, and I love her very much. I just want us to be unified in the Spirit of God.
We all need to keep growing up, and it is not ok to level off and say, “this is where I get off of the train”.