I interview with Canvas Systems today. I spent most of yesterday preparing for this and hope that I am ready. If the LORD wills it, maybe the job hunt is over. I still dont know what to do about my own company. Laura is praying over the business plan now.
I am lost on all this stuff about surface Christians and the persecution. Is this the LORD shaping me? Or, is it fear and religion rising up? Jesus said, “as you go.” Man, I need wisdom. I just want to tell all these folks to repent. But, is the LORD still working out love, obedience, mercy and relationships rather than bringing the guns full force? I just dont know.
For now, I am taking the low road. I will humble myself and not defend. I will let the LORD be my guard. He can defend me. But, I need to know what He wants. Am I to speak out or not?
This is so difficult.
I found out that Jordan has not ever felt the Presence of God. Oh man, do I pray for that. LORD, please! She needs that encounter, and I cannot understand why it hasnt come. Jack got it years ago. I am pleading with God to encounter her.