Had some interesting revelation on the river. Man, Laura and I are truly one. it’s like looking in a mirror. She has been pissy, complaining and pretty much a baby when it comes to our life, CO, etc. Horrible attitude. No gratitude.
And, I have pretty much been the same, when it comes to work.
She tries to communicate with me, and it’s a mess. Horrible. I dont want to talk to her at all. I could easily not be married to her. But, I know she tries as hard as she can. No matter how hard she tries, it doesnt get better. She needs grace and mercy.
Sounds like my job. It’s horrible. No one wants to keep me. As hard as I try, it just ends up in the same crappy boat. I need grace and mercy.
I shared this with her, and she just wanted to defend against it. Too bad.
God wants us to repent and change our hearts back to being thankful. It could be a whole lot worse.
At the end of the day, He said that we needed to go easier on each other. Way too hard on one another.