Jen and I are spending lots of time together. She’s awesome. Man, does she love me.
I think about this chick at church. I dont know her name, but she has red hair down to her butt. I saw the look in her eyes Sunday (“the look”). She’s 28.
I think of my dream. This one physically matches up quite well. But, I think of how I saw the pic at Starbucks. Was that a warning against a sign for Jen? Sometimes God things dont make sense.
I continue to see and feel the LORD moving between Jen and I. If she’s telling me the truth, Holy Spirit is all over her. I believe she is. I felt Him when I prayed with her against what was on that predator dude at the Depot. I prophesied over a lady and felt Him. Jen did too. And, there are so many miracles last week.
In my dream, the girl with the hair was my girl. But, was the dream telling me what I thought was the case rather than what God was doing? I am starting to think so. The other girl is half my age. There are all kinds of goofy things waiting for me there.
The second dream had me running well after girl #1 with girl #2 grabbing my hand to hold me back.
Jen was on the scene first. Not that this other girl is even on the scene. She isnt. But, she is #2. I cut that away in my dream.
As a 54 year old dude, a 28 year old woman is appealing, naturally. Ha.
But, I go where the LORD is. He seems to be all over Jen and I. This is new territory. I see Him in it. I really do. So, I wont discard where the presence of the LORD is to exchange where my flesh might want to go.
The other thought then – is with Jess, Clare and Diana. All younger women who God put in front of me. They all came to me. He was teaching me stuff. Why? When I think about it, I dont need the teaching so much with Jen.. This is all nuts.
Like I said, I am going where the LORD is. Please keep showing me, God.