Jen and I are a Mess

Jen is hurt.

I had wine last night. Thinking there is a problem. God help!

Think I am more focused on doing God stuff than being with God.

I just need Him.

Not completely diligent in work. It’s a bit unrewarding.

I really feel lax in everything.

God, give me the determination and a steadfast spirit. Set me as flint. Give me grace. Give me diligience. SEt my feet upon a rock.