It’s been hard.
I have been drinking too much. Consecutive days even.
No idea what to make of work. I am not talking to Isaiah like we used to. Paragon is the step child. Sales are off 40% month over month.
But, I am moving forward with the Trout Prophet fly fishing guide service idea. Looking at boats now.
Isaiah can be Laban all he wants.
Jen will be taking her real estate test soon enough. 11/11. Transition.
I am getting her all setup now. There is a big leap of faith here. God has to show up. We only have around 4k left in the bank. With three listings per month, we will spend 1,100. He always does show up. Thank You, Father.
Courage. Mercy.
Thank You, LORD.
I struggle spiritually. God, am I ok? Show me something. Anything.