The LORD has been speaking “5,5,5” over me for a little while now. It really just started up. Oh, I still get “11” all of the time. In fact, Beni Johnson was talking about “11” in a sermon that she did at Bethel. Funny, and it figures that I am not the only one.
I came to the realization the other day that I have been trying so very hard to get it right. I try in my marriage. I try with my kids. I try in doing the will of God. I try in purity and righteousness. I try with work. I just try – really hard. And, it is overwhelming.
As much as my heart wants to get it right, it is just so overwhelming.
So, God speaks “grace” over me.
This morning, I had a dream. I dont recall the entire context, but the entire dream can be summed up, “grace”. I heard it when I awoke.
God is telling me that we are entering a season of grace. And, bless the LORD, we need it.
We need His favor. We need things to happen because of our positions as sons and daughters, not as warriors. I know that it is a big deal to build up our spiritual muscles, and sometimes, we need to do a lot of fighting. But, I am flat worn out from all of that.
To enter a season of grace, uncanny grace, would be awesome.
So, come on, LORD. Bring it!