Step back or step forward?

We are back in the hospital. They did the spinal tap on Jordan. She set the record for fluid blasts. The doc said that he had never seen such a pressure amount.

We dont know what it is. The rheumetory and neurology folks are next in line. They are resuming treatment for rocky mtn spotted fever.

God is doing it. I know that He is doing something.

But God!!! But God…