Laura is mad at me again. She says that I always correct her. I say that she speaks negatively and with death on her tongue. She wants me to let her be her. And, she says that she doesnt want to be around me. I can understand.
She needs freedom. I need to give her room.
Jordan is fighting pain in her back. She is still showing signs of the affliction. We continue to war and pray.
I need a job in CO. I imagine. It’s a pain looking for work from here. Jobs are found by networking – not job boards. But, God can bring me work however He wants.
Life is hard.
Laura wants more room to be who she is. I see no desire for freedom. Am I her judge? Of course not. Yet, God continues to tighten my own leash, which impacts her.
I would love for her to do a sozo, but that is just going to come across as trying to fix her. Maybe it is. I dont know how anyone can live in bondage when there is freedom accessible. The gay man doesnt want freedom even though he is tightly bound.