Sooner or later, I will catch on.
Two nights ago was the first night that I slept through the night. Jordan ended up sleeping all night as well. Interesting.
So, here are all the things:
1) Lots of things breaking.
2) My health started declining – ankle and cold coming against me.
3) No peace in sleep.
4) Jordan increasing in symptoms again.
5) Despair/discouragement feeling.
6) Lack of communion with the LORD. I ran and worshipped, and I couldnt find Him.
I am sure that there are others, but I need to start learning to discern these signs sooner that I need to repent of something or that God is working on something.
This is coming out of the orphan mindset/heart revelation. I still need to keep walking this out. Right now, putting my family’s agenda above mine means finding income – any income. So, I am going to keep applying to part time gigs.
I really dont want to in the flesh, but I know that I must.
Wow, this walk is hard. GRACE! GRACE!