I feel like a fat man. I have carbed my way to around 177-178. I can feel it in my face even. I am going to get disciplined and lose that weight back – without fasting. That has been my crutch to weight control. Not the best idea.
I feel miles away from the LORD. I have no oil for the work.
Man, what is going on? What have I done?
I am so ready for this job to come. I tried looking yesterday but had an ok day at best. I am looking all over the US.
I spoke with Matt Knapp, and he is trying to arrange an interview with his boss, Jim. After looking at the number of schools in the various regions throughout Indiana and Michigan, it is clear that Detroit is the place to go. I read an article on how Detroit is trying to come back. It would be just like the LORD to put us there and help bring it back in the spirit as well.
We will go wherever He wants. I just pray it to be now. I want mercy for my children. Please God. Have mercy.
This has just gone on for so long.