I am fighting discouragement. I havent been able to run in over a week due to the ice. I feel far from the LORD. He is not speaking to me very loudly. Denver is on my heart. Denver is on Laura’s heart. We need to be out there.
I dont know what to do. Do I kick e29 back into full gear? Do I look for work in CO? Do I look for work here?
Laura and I are in unity to be in CO. I believe that we need to go. I am ready to just pick up and move. But, that could be me not waiting on the LORD.
The other day, when I was going to my interview with Spitfire, I got behind a car from CO. It was humorous. Then, when I got to Buford, I came across a truck from CO. Ok, no coincidences. Then, on my way home, as I was talking to my mom, I get behind a Chevy Colorado pickup. Ok, LORD. Enough! Well, yesterday, as I was driving to church, I saw the Airtran billboard stating direct flights to Denver.
These hit my spirit. God, what’s up? Will You please send us?
If I had to guess, I would say that CO is where we are headed. It’s been a hard journey, and I believe that He wants us there. It is on our hearts, and it still ignites our spirits.The fact that Jordan doesnt want to go now is also telling, given all of the demonic stuff going on there. Jack wants to be there. So, I decree that we are going, LORD willing.
Destiny, come forth!
God gives me Hebrews 10:32-39
Hebrews 10:32-39
32But remember the former days, when, after being enlightened, you endured a great conflict of sufferings,
33partly by being made a public spectacle through reproaches and tribulations, and partly by becoming sharers with those who were so treated.
34For you showed sympathy to the prisoners and accepted joyfully the seizure of your property, knowing that you have for yourselves a better possession and a lasting one.
35Therefore, do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward.
36For you have need of endurance, so that when you have done the will of God, you may receive what was promised.
37FOR YET IN A VERY LITTLE WHILE,
HE WHO IS COMING WILL COME, AND WILL NOT DELAY.
38BUT MY RIGHTEOUS ONE SHALL LIVE BY FAITH;
AND IF HE SHRINKS BACK, MY SOUL HAS NO PLEASURE IN HIM.
39But we are not of those who shrink back to destruction, but of those who have faith to the preserving of the soul.
I am crying out to the LORD. “Speak to me!” He says that I have need of endurance. Have faith. “Believe” is what that lady’s shirt said at the mall. LORD, strengthen me.