The LORD has been working me these last few weeks. They have been so hard. But, it’s so good. I got complacent on my daily am time with Him. I couldnt get up. My worship was more about what man thought than my outpouring to Him. The devil was starting to steal parts of my daily walk.
But, God poured out on me. It felt hard, but it is good. Friday at Men’s Step Up, He told me to stand when Todd Fields was playing his guitar and singing. I couldnt do it. My pride was too concerned about all those businessmen in there. Oh boy. That blows.
At church last night, I felt a renewed fire in me. I spent all day Friday in fast mode repenting for my lukewarm love. I was hit with the worst headache that I ever experienced along with nausea. I dont know what to think of it. It came around the 24 hour mark of the fast. So, I had some tea and ate a little, and it subsided.
I guess the whole point is that the Lord is bringing back into Himself. My fire is renewed. I am not going to concern myself with what man thinks. Am I here to please Him or them?
O Lord, forgive me for being so warm. Light me up so that the fire burns brightly.
Thank you for bringing this to light before it got too far gone.
Bless God