Life

Colorado is heavy on me. I very much desire for Laura and I to be in unity on this. I am convinced that I need to go. I just know that we are supposed to be there. I dont know if unity is required or if I should just go. I want unity.

But, I am taking the path of unity. Laura continues to process what to do. I continue to have to surrender to God on this. But, I do think that Laura and I need to talk through it. It’s enough to look back at the last couple of years and say, “i should have.” But, then I look at teh events and changes that have been made. The LORD is still working on us, it would seem.

But, it is time.

I really want my anointing back. I dont like thinking that I am disobedient which led to the fire being turned down.

Last Monday, I prayed for wisdom. I met with Kevin Murray. Surrender was the word. I believe it to be from God. I dont want to be double-minded. So, I will keep it with God. He is able to move Laura’s heart. It is out of my control – which is probably what causes me grief. But, I do believe that the LORD would want us to work it out.

Bless the LORD, O my soul.

Bless His holy name.