I am really struggling with Laura. We are so far apart on everything. I don’t even want to be with her. We went to the Thrashers game Sat. night, and hardly said a word. I have nothing in common with her outside of Jack and Jordan. We differ greatly on God. I don’t do much to encourage her in her walk. She doesn’t believe anything about mine.
I am at the point of truly giving her over to God. If our marriage is to be saved, it will only be because of Him. I don’t even want it saved some times. If it weren’t for His glory, I would bail on this now.
I don’t want to be married to a woman who wants to hang in the outer court all her life. Worse yet, I don’t want to be married to a woman who wants to keep me there with her.
LORD, this is Your mess now! Do as You will.