So, last night Jordan and I had a discussion about her Yu Yu books or whatever they are called. These are spiritually dark books. Sooner or later, I am going to catch on to when God is in motion on me. Dang it. Our discussion was horrible. I blew it and got mad at her and all the junk. I got mad at Laura about letting all that junk in. I did not have control of the situation, and I was pissed.
So, I hurt the ones I love most. Oh boy does God know how to make lessons effective.
God tells me this. On Jordan’s front, she has an issue with rejection. Her identity is in her music, books, etc. and, yes they are dark. So, when you reject those things, she interprets it as rejecting her. Ouch! Man oh man, this is not easy.
For me, I cant let God handle it or havent rather. I am to tell her what the proper teaching and biblical principal is. Then, I have to let it go. God is to work the sour taste in her mouth and the desire for that stuff out. It is His job – not mine to be God.
Once I tell her, she makes her own choice and deals with the consequences.
The plank in my eye is control. I need to let go. Therefore, I confess that now. LORD, You are God. You do it. You work it out. I will release Your word and let You do the work. Please help.
I ask for that abundant wisdom that You promise. Deliver me and my family as clean and sanctified offerings of love to the Most High God. Thank You, Jesus!