I am in a weird place. I dont want the same ole stuff. I want deep intimacy with God. No rituals or certain amounts of time. I just want to hang out with Him. So, my time in the am is a bit funky. I am eating cereal and making coffee and journaling.
There is an awesome 2004 Red Jeep Rubicon for sale. It has 24k miles. That is crazy. It is exactly what I want. I shot it to Laura to look at but already am preparing for the battle. So, I am making steps to move ahead independent of her faith level or great need for the practical.
Laura’s maturity level will not hinder my walk. That causes frustration and has potential for resentment between us.
- I delight myself in the LORD. He gives me the desires of my heart.
- God is able to make all grace always about to me in everything.
So, I will see about a car loan and see if Laura will trade in the pathfinder. If not, I will see the jeep.
God! How do I grow in intimacy with You. Will you help me?