God is showing up. And, its me that is a mess. I must change. I must go get the job. The ministry stuff needs to be left alone. My responsibility is the family. They are my ministry. Lord, I ams orry for my beliefs and actions. I will change. But, I need Your help. My heart doesnt want to. It’s wicked. Please change it. I will go get that job. I will do whatever You want – even though my heart rebels. Please give me the grace and mercy to make it through and prsoper in this area of life. Restore me and my family.
I cannot do this without You. I praise You for bringing me to this, for opening my eyes.
I pray against my stubbornness and pride. I ask for a soft and gentle spirit which loves all people. Show me and teach me how to love and cherish Laura.
Use my time with Gary fruitfully. Please, Lord.
Jesus, I cannot do this. you can. i have made a mess. I confess it and my need for Your help.
Listen to the lady!
Amen.
Praise You, God.
Thank You.