Laura and I met yesterday. She was angry as it comes. We talked a bit and just couldnt see eye to eye on much. I told her that I am tired of her bashing me. I will no longer receive her words. She is tired of my apparent irresponsibility and craziness with God.
I have not made her feel loved or secure. This is a bad thing. I have only tried to chase God. There is so much to this. Selfish ambition seems to be a root issue, but I cannot see it. I need some serious help. We both do.
I do not know what the LORD is doing here. Laura had already been researching how to get a divorce. She wanted it but didnt know how to say it.
So, we decided that that is the path to take and gave it until a week from Sunday to make the final decision. I wanted to give the LORD enough room to do something miraculous in us.
He said that He would heal us, and I know He will. I just have no clue as to how or when.
It is very dark these days.