Last night, we got together as a group to talk and lay our game plan out. Selene is a lady from OH who is tied to Johnny and Elizabeth in some fashion.
As we were praying, I just started thinking about whether the LORD was going to return back to me and whether I would carry His fire. I had gone stale on oil for healing.
So, as were praying, Selene looks at me and says, “the fire will come to you”. She was reading my mind. Ha! God gave me and her the same thought at the same time. It was a good word, indeed.
On the plane ride, God spoke to me. He and I had gotten cold and I knew it was from what was going on with Laura and I. I hadnt spoken to her in two weeks and was angry at her.
Well, I felt to call her just as we were boarding the plane. It was awkward, but certainly better than where we were to begin with. I prayed for us.
On the plane, I listened to John Paul Jackson’s CD’s on the Prophetic. It was filled with insight and lots of battle stories.
Two things really stuck out to me:
1) God uses the weak in others to make the weak in us stronger.
2) It is not about being right, it is about being broken. We lose our right to being right when we surrendered to Him.
He also hit home on a lot of the characteristics of prophetic people.
One of the more immature characteristics of a new prophet is the need to tell all about the “gift” to bring credibility. Man, do I know this. That hit home in a big way. I dont do it as much anymore, but I do it occasionally. So, I repent. LORD, I repent. God took me through that several times. He is just so good. It’s cool to see the process. I havent missed anything. He has taken me along the path, step by step.
My heart not turns back to Laura.