It’s funny how when a fast goes easily we think it to be our own strength. God is being so gracious to me these days. I eat fruit smoothies and vegie juice. Occasionally, I chew a life saver (or 10). But, I am satisfied. I have lost 16.5 pounds. I didn’t even think that I needed to, but I feel better. Bless God.
I know that He is here, but I continue not feel Him near me. He is silent. I miss Him. Father, please come back! In the name of Jesus, please come back!
I meet with Marge and Ellen today. I shall go with the mantel of service. I am there to help them. I won’t approach this selfishly. Jehova Jireh.