Disappointment

I got three words of knowledge on the plane ride to ATL yesterday. I debated for over an hour on releasing those words and figured that I would do it on the ground. I chickened out.

I hate fear. I hate fear of man and rejection and all that crap. I am very discouraged in my abilities to repent and break through this. But, I WILL do it. 

People are missing their blessings while I labor through this. That sucks.

Father, I am so sorry. Please forgive me, and don’t give up on me. I will get there!

I must have more of You. I  must.