I have seen the enemy and am under some kind of attack. Laura and I had a setback the other night. There are thoughts that I dont normally get coming into my head – lots of them. I am being drawn into stuff that doesnt normally grip me. My closeness to the LORD is waning. I am mad at Him. It’s 3am, and I woke up with all kinds of thoughts about divorcing Laura.
I am going on a fast. I am in prayer now. I just sent out an email 911 to the posse for prayer covering.
I will seek Him who hides me in the shadows of His wing.