So, it’s kinda hard being alone right now. Jesus is certainly sufficient for me, but there is something else. I feel a desire in my heart for my family becoming more awake.
I really miss them all. I dread that anger in Laura’s voice. It’s so deep down in there. Much pain exists in her. I wish she were free. I wish she had an encounter with the LORD that turned her heart totally towards Him. I pray God to make it happen.
Tamara is suing EVS. She got fired for her work efforts. She countered with a suit, and I have to answer questions about it. I have no clue as to what basis she has laid or why I am being dragged into it, but it wants to rise something in me when a believer sues another believer, especially when they claim to be deep in the Spirit. Tamara is going to learn a hard lesson here. God lit her up on her gifts and stuff and now is bringing her back to her own little desert to clean up the junk. It’s going to be painful.
The MAC is a bit of a mess right now but cleaning up. I learned a big lesson. When you get vision and are building, make sure to surround yourself with people who can lay the foundation. They need to embrace the vision and move forward without all the whining and complaining about not having all the answers. This certainly must be how Joshua and Moses felt.
I really want the LORD to clean up any self, flesh or sin in me. I know that my ability to carry more of His presence is related to the amount of me that I give up. Well, LORD, I give it all to you. So, put the coals to my mouth and let loose Your fire. Purify me!
I am now preaching at the Well the first Monday of every month. My preaching career has begun. Bless God. I ask for it to belong to the Holy Spirit only. And, I really like it.