Life at EVS is not great. I perceive that Evan’s heart has grown cold towards me. This thing about the EVS blog is nuts. I didnt even take on that project and am catching heat. Scott didnt finish the project on time, and I am hearing about it. But, this was Tamara’s project. It’s one of those things.
I am not going to defend. God is doing something. Is it a shift in me or a shift to another place? Scott says that I can have a partnership with him. I might need it. Charles Robinson is talking to me today about Wise. He wants me to join his stuff, but I am not sure that this is right on or of the LORD.
My heart feels the pressure. Something is up. I sense it but dont know what it is.
LORD, help! I run to Your wings. I hide in Your presence. Whatever You are doing, let me in on it!