Self control is a fruit of the Spirit. I dont feel that I am living out of that place. I am eating/drinking too much (for me), it seems. If I have a beer most ever night, that is too much. I cant stay at my fasting weight, which is much more comfortable. It’s only about 2-3 lbs difference. I feel irritable right now. I dont know what to do or where to do it still. My morning times have been without deep intimacy. I feel tha I am doing it just to check off a box.
I really dont like having a good church home for me. I need some folks to walk with.
God wants me to be accountable. I want some men to walk with that walk deep in the Spirit. And, I want a mentor who has been where the LORD seems to be taking me.
I am being shaken, it would seem. I sure do hope that I am in line with where He wants me to be cause it doesnt feel so good.
Bless God, it shall come to pass that the author of my faith shall also see it completed.