So, I had it out with my dad. Lots of judgment, etc. on my part.
I was pissed at him. Why?
I dont want offesne, unforgiveness, judgment, etc. I know better.
I believe it comes down to approval.
I feel that I have never had it from him, and sons need to hear that they have it. So, perhaps that tanslates to God.
Is there a lie that says God doesnt approve of me?
Is that what fuels fear of man in me?
Is that what keeps me out of words of knowledge in a public place?
God!
What is the truth?
Will You show Your approval of me?
Will You break off fear of man?