This is supposed to be a big day. At least, the prophetic community thinks so.
This has been one of the hardest times in a long time.
I drink too much. I havent really been gettting up with the LORD.
I m mad. I chase HIm yet He seems aloof. Im tired of that. Self scrutiny and self condemnation are high.
I dont feel God’s presence. I dont see miracles. The prophetic is low.
Work isnt satisfying.
Devil is active.
I praise the LORD, and I am thankful.
But, this is misery.
And, I could easily jsut quit.
I dont know anymore.
Feels like the spirit of religion is attacking along with a bunch of others.
God Help!
Help!
I am Yours. Save me.