Life is low right now. I am messing up my relationships at home. My kids are not close to me. Is this the devil? Is it me? Is it God? I am not giving Laura the time to speak to me. Work is non-existent. I believe that I am the one opening the doors to witchcraft, but I want to be on guard against agreeing with any lies. I dont know what’s up. I battle life on so many fronts.
I have released my family into worshipping how they want. And, I feel something is right about it. I need to do the same in all areas of life.
Jack is seemingly withdrawing. Jordan already did. Watching House with her has reopened the door. I need to do the same with Jack.
Control. That is what sits on me. Am I controlling? LORD, help!