Is this the month to break through? I dont know.
Is God trying to tell me that He is my Father and He is pleased with me as a son? Maybe. It still seems so. Mark 1:11. I saiah 42:1.
Do I get it? No. I n fact, I am more scared of not getting it right than ever because I dont want anything worse to happen to me.
This has been a life filled with sorrows.
It’s hard to love people when you are in a position of constant grief.