Ongoing thoughts:
Am I rebellious?
God gives a heart of flesh for stone.
19 And I will give them one heart, and put a new spirit within [j]them. And I will take the heart of stone out of their flesh and give them a heart of flesh, 20 that they may walk in My statutes and keep My ordinances and do them. Then they will be My people, and I shall be their God.
Honor your vows.
Do I fast?
People have value.
See them by the spirit not the flesh.
A truck, God?