Dark Season

I am in a dark season.

I drink a couple glasses of wine just about every night. I am not getting up with the LORD early at all. I fight depression, anger and giving up.

Work challenges me like crazy. I dont even care to make a difference now.

If anyone needs revival, it’s me!

I did have three dreams last night. That’s a lot.

I need to change.

I am trying.

I am kinda hating myself for not doing better.