I am eliminating relationships that do not bear fruit.
Chris Faria and I were talking the other day, and he would not honor my request to not discuss Laura. He picked up on the witchcraft and wanted to get all on her. I said not a chance. I already know this, and she is my wife, deserving of all honor and respect a co-heir gets. Some prophetic people only focus on what is wrong.
He said not to ask him to pray any more. What in the world? Gone.
Boston responded in a control tone. Chris was way off base, but I got to see his heart. So, after reading his response, that play is gone too.
Chris Foster and Nate Brown had both told me that my heart isnt in that project. It was obvious to them that this isnt where God is taking me. Ok. Maybe consulting with them would be a good provisional step to get me to Nashville. God has to show me.
I told them that I was out.
I would probably do the same thing with Laura. I dont know what is going on there. We have no discussions. She is my wife. That’s pretty jacked up. But, I wait on the LORD. It’s a big difference between marriage and all other relationships. Covenant.
I found hurt in my heart still – towards Laura. I still want her to suffer for all of her sin and unbridled words of pain. God forgive us both. Have mercy on her.