So, it looks that I will be driving back with Jack to CO on Saturday/Sunday. A broken foot is a mess. Jack would be gone until the 21st, and I am completely immobile.
Man, I dont know what to think. Quite honestly, I get differing opinions/counsel from every single person I speak to, even if not asking their opinion. I have decided that you, Grant and Teri Usiak are the three that can speak into my decisions. But, even Grant and Teri gave me somewhat conflicting counsel.
I did have a phone interview yesterday that seemed to go well. And, a church just reached out to me today for a phone interview on Friday. It looks like a mega, evangelical church. Interesting. The good is that I have seen a lot of interest in me since I have gotten here. That is telling.
So, I wonder whether I stay. I can have Beau’s place for a month and then am out for good. The job interview folks yesterday want a complete employment background, and I wont show well. I haven’t kept a corp job in 14 years. I lost every one, mostly being fired or laid off.
And, I have been applying to jobs based on my skills/experience. I keep wondering whether that conflicts with the call to ministry. You were the one to text me during the fast that Father had something else in mind and to stop chasing those jobs. Man, this is hard.
I emailed Peter Young on applying for Jessica’s job. They still haven’t replaced her. I figured what the hey.
All said, God is really working on me to hear Him for me. It is hard. I feel like it is all a mess. My back has hurt like I cannot imagine. And, I have my foot.
Lots going on.
Thanks for praying. God, give us both wisdom. And, connections.