This fast has been quite different, as they all seem to be. I dont know if I have done it right or not. I have indulged in coffee on many occasions. I ate some life savers here and there. For my fast, I ate fruit and fruit smoothies. That was my diet.Yesterday, I had coffee most of the day. It’s funny how we can rationalize things. I originally started out having coffee only the mornings with God. I love my coffee with Him. That soon expanded in all day, etc. Guess who takes us there?So, I have 4 days to go. I am going back to water starting tonight for a 3-day water fast. I was wondering if I were doing it just to get back into the good graces or bribe God on my fast.I havent seen the crazy things go on like I normally do. I wonder if the coffee has robbed me of the blessing of what I was contending for. We shall see.It really started out as a fast for Os’ thing starting Thursday night. I want an increase in my prophetic to help with serving the others. We go all day Friday. That’s lots of folks. Also, the first day brings us into CDC, so I am contending for that. I am asking the LORD to bring business. I want Laura. I am fasting for that. I want breakthrough for Jordan. I am fasting for that. I bless God and thank Him for His mercy that I can approach Him and live in His mercy and grace.I see a religiousness about my approach to God. Perhaps, that is the great blessing of this fast.Does God really mind if I have coffee? I dont know, but I bet that He doesnt mind me seeking Him out and having it with Him.
