I am so very guilty of selfish ambition. It could be that my entire life has been this way. I certainly have lived my marriage this way. It wasn’t until God took my wife and family away that I came to see this truth.
As I talk with the folks at RareAgent, it is clear that if I put myself last and them first, I can easily come up with an arrangement to work with them. I don’t understand how being wise falls into this lesson. It is wise to go get a job with a company that can pay a salary right out of the gate. Or is that just less risky? Faith says that God will provide. He promises. My life lesson is humility right now.
I must put others first and me last – in all areas of life. Laura, the kids and work must be served.
Jesus, help me to have a servant heart. I confess my selfishness and plead Your blood over me. I repent God. I am sorry. Please forgive me and make me whole.
I praise You, Lord. Thank You!!!