Boy, I dont know what’s up. Things seem awfully hard. All of the business leads for elevate29 have dried up. No business has come out of it. Even Bill Clapes (my buddy) hasnt returned any contact.
I got a word from Richard yesterday to just let the family “be”. Last night, Laura said the same thing. She said that it felt like I was trying to fix them all the time. I guess she is right. That was a good word. I didnt even know it. I just want freedom.
So, this is all so hard. I dont know what the LORD is doing or what He wants from me. I talked to Charles yesterday and actually had some good stuff for him. He prayed over me all kinds of stuff. “maturity” was that word that struck out most of all. It was just confirmation of the season that the LORD has me in.
So, what do I do?