I am at Praise Mountain near Colorado Springs for a few days. It’s just me and God. I am most confident that He called me here. The seven day fast hasnt been hard. There is grace. Thanks, Papa.
My world is a mess. I come seeking direction. Actually, I come looking for the LORD to delivery and move. He has spoken many promises over me for so long. Yet, I am miles from it – to the eyes.
This past week, He has been speaking about ministry. I dont know what that means.
By the way, sitting here alone in a cabin for 3-4 days. It’s harder than I thought. Today is Monday. I leave Thursday.
It’s hard to unplug from the phone, computer, etc. and just be.
Storms are coming in. Rain tomorrow. Snow Weds. I like it.
The circumstances that God is bringing breathrough for:
- Marriage. Today, there are discussions on divorce.
- Job. I keep getting fired from secular jobs. Then the LORD starts saying “ministry”. No idea here. But, I need to work, and Im tired of looking. I have been fired/laid off five times.
- Money – we have none
- House – we have none
- Kids – jack, destiny and identity
- jordan – healing and job and destiny
- cameron – no fear, destiny
- nehemiah ventures – ok God, what do I do here?
- the power ministry – seems like I cant figure out how to pick up that mantle. i want my fire.
So, Let’s see what the LORD has in mind these next few days. I am excited to see.