God is taking a new level of fear out of me. That has been a big part and maybe the key to this most recent season. I watched Bill Johnson last night. He was reading my mail with the sermon on fear and Gideon and how God would cause him to go to a new level and a new level and a new level. He finally tells him, “if you are afraid, go into the enemy’s camp”. Ha, aint that the truth. Breakthrough is right there in the enemy’s camp. With my experience, the enemy’s camp was Jordan’s death and Laura’s divorce. Laura was more easy. I told her that I would divorce her after enough vile. With Jordan, Laura taught me. She got all in Jordan’s face and confronted that stuff head on. She got in the enemy’s camp. Bless the LORD. God and I have been talking about raising Jordan from the dead. I walked through that over and over and really believe that the LORD was building my faith muscle up. I know that she would be raised. God told me that He is with me and not to fear – two years ago.
Bill mentioned that God says that He is with you because whatever He is taking you into requires Him to enforce the commissioning. Ha! Now, that’s good and bad, depending on your viewpoint.
I want to walk into that thinking that it is good. Mountains are good. No matter what, they are good. Because God is about to move.