John,
May God bless you and keep you and may his face shine upon you all the days of your life. When you get a chance, you should def. watch the link below. It’s probably nothing new, but when you watch it – I guarantee you’ll start to smell vanilla. And at the end, Todd gives a word of knowledge about restoration. Yesterday I was feeling a little tired and a little defeated – I watched this and bam – totally different. Felt massive angelic presence all around me (at work!). Anyway – thought I’d pass it along.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGCTMEoifqQ&feature=related
John – you’ve been a great spiritual father to us while you’ve been here, and whether you come back or return home, nothing, no power of hell, can stop the Lord’s plans for your life. His word is the most powerful force on the planet, and it is His word over you and over your marriage which is truth.
I’m leaving tomorrow for Paris, but I look forward to catching up – even via email, when I get home.
Don’t give up.
Jacquelyn
PS – God says that your relationship with your kids is going to be blessed b/c of this hardship. You will have a great relationship with them the rest of your life. I bless that in the name of Jesus amen.