Wow! That is completely awesome. I feel exactly the same thing for you!!! That your greatest victory comes in obedience to the Lord. Edna says my intercession for you is appointed by God because I can see so much. That is kinda cool! Thanks for asking me to intercede for you!! It is growing my faith and hope.
So, here is what I am seeing now (part of it I’m a little embarrassed to say to my OLDER brother—but I’m trusting God here since he seems to be giving me the right stuff for you).
Prov 5: 18
Let your fountain be blessed,
And rejoice with the wife of your youth.
Rekindle the love and passion of your youth with your wife. Use all the many, deep talents the Lord has given you: your considerable intelligence, insight, knowledge, wisdom, submission, humility, gifts of prophesy, love, faith and hope to romance and woo her back to you. She wants to love you, shower her with love so that she can’t help it. Perhaps taking her dancing?? (<–That part I’m not sure, what did you do to win her heart in your first marriage?) I kinda see it like a planned attack—you know how you were so good at helping Brett and I plan for and analyze sales. You have all the inside knowledge plus the love (and if you don’t have that great love for her yet–ask the Lord who gives us LOVE for it) for Laura.
I am praying and breathing the resurrection life of Christ into your marriage and lives together. And, as you said your family is your first ministry, so that also fits with your vision and words from the Lord you wrote below.
I wanted to ask you to think about this: why not live in Boulder? How can you fight the fight and love the people if you don’t live here? Berthoud is VERY FAR AWAY!!! There are many great houses for rent in North Boulder. Don’t be prideful (sorry for the rough word) about buying a house right away. Your financial blessings will be many and are coming.
Your Sister,
Tamara