God?!!! I dont want to hit the rock.

Yesterday, we had a melt down.

Jordan lost control of herself when I told her that she couldnt go to the lake with her friend. There was great hurt and lots of manipulation.

Laura just added to the pile with her anger, cussing and even calling me a marshmallow to Jordan. Jordan mentioned that to me twice yesterday. It hurt her. I can feel the warfare. It is thick.

We need God to show up in a big way.

Laura got a new car, and it will be delivered today. Loraine and Don bought her a brand new Honda CRV, and they even got her a 7-year, all maintenance paid. That is crazy. Bless the LORD. I hope that she sees the goodness of God in it.

And, Laura showed me a Vicery-type place down near Union City and Newnan, which would be close to Bethel. It just so happens to be the place where we are going for mother’s day.

I looks like a great place to live. Perhaps, the LORD is moving us there. Oh that would be great.

I have had enough of the negativity. I have had enough of the complaining and anger. LORD, these are Your children. Do something.

I really feel like Moses in the desert, and I can understand why he hit the rock. God is teaching me how not to hit the rock. I dont want to hit the rock.