God continues to speak to me about Laura. I called Ken Anderson yesterday and had a good chat with him. He is such a great dude.
He asked about Laura, and I shared a little of where I am with all of this.
He starts talking about not controlling her. Giving her time to mourn all of this and go through the process. He said that I need to release her. All of this is very akin to what my mom said last weekend. God is most definitely telling me something.
So, I will let Laura go. I will not talk about our relationship or even God unless it’s critical. I will tell her that I am releasing her and then focus on the kids. Loving her says giving her lots of room.
I will court her as if we are starting all over, but that is very difficult. I need grace to make it through that one.
But, I hear You, Father – loud and clear.
Thank YOU!