Hard. Hard.

Yesterday was hard. It sucked actually. The though of more prolongued prep really got to me.

But, now, I am better. I will praise my God.

I will be grateful.

I will trust.

Jeremiah 17:7 – Trust

“Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord
And whose trust is the Lord.
“For he will be like a tree planted by the water,
That extends its roots by a stream
And will not fear when the heat comes;
But its leaves will be green,
And it will not be anxious in a year of drought
Nor cease to yield fruit.

LORD, I am sorry for the pity party.

The fast starts tonight. Water, coffee and gatorade. I will drink 2 bottles a day. I am trying not to cramp up and to hydrate my back. That’s a sufficient sacrifice.