It really has been very hard. I have fought the desire to give up. These last couple of months were horrible.
But, I can say that I felt entitled to breakthrough because of my 12 years of “faithfulness”. I DESERVED. But, you know, God is patient.
I have since learned that His grace made all things work. Everything over these last years is because of Him – not me.
We can be so prideful. The LORD did it all.
Even our ability to get up another day and keep going is because of Him.
Grace is amazing, indeed.