I know that God is doing a work in me. My heart has been hurting for a few days now, if not longer. He is stretching and changing and hopefully, pulling the darkness off of me so that more of Him may shine through. I had the kids this weekend, and proceeded to criticize Jordan about everything. I cant enter her “pagan” world. I need to do so. I need to go down where she is and show her kindness. It is that kindness that leads to repentance – not my continual preaching.O LORD, give me grace to do this.My work is a fiasco. I am trying to get geared up to go into the day and persevere. I must keep going. I must. It is hard. There is little, actually, no fruit. I haven’t sold a thing. The discouragement guy wants to taunt me, but I refuse to listen. I know that God can and will release it all in due time. However, for now, I will just keep going no matter what. I bless God and thank Him for my job and the folks that I get to work with. I pray for new strategies and wisdom to do a better job and bring Him greater honor and glory.
